Pink Cloud

The truth right now is, it seems as though I’m happy in this house with this group.

All the laughter and light have lifted me up into this pink cloud.

But just like before, I know there’s a dark cloud on the horizon. 

It could cloud my view today, tomorrow or months from now. 

The clouds are inevitable, and I’m nervous for their unwanted arrival.

I’m strong, capable and willing to do this today.

Tomorrow though, who knows.

But tomorrow never comes, right?

Today I choose to live in this moment, this house surrounded by all these beautiful, funny, capable, strong and  vulnerable people that are bonded as a family. 

We are striving for the same goal: to overcome our demons, triggers and addictions.  

We’re strong as one undivided family, but sadly we can’t stay together forever. 

We all have our own path and will choose to take it.  

I only hope our destinations bring us all happiness, contentment and love in our lives.